DARKNESS

Hi all my friends and visitors, this time I am back with my new story “DARKNESS”. This is story of most of the people who have some dark secrets hidden deep down there heart. So lets stop the curiosity and start my story.

Turn off the lights, close the curtains, shut the doors, seal all the holes. No rays of light is supposed to enter this room “The room of Darkness”. This room is all about the things which we considered as dark. Darkness can be fear, pleasure, sleep, encouragement and secrets. Everybody out there have there own story of darkness which is buried somewhere in them and comes out in darkness so that no one can see it but some can feel it.

Darkness is actually polar opposite to brightness and absence of light and some what deals with protons which we can read on google but here I want to talk about darkness hits our mind? Why generally it  is related with fear, sad, depression and isolation state of mind? Why darkness is considered as worst side? Why nobody want to be part of it? These questions constantly pop my mind maybe yours too that why people can’t see and feel the beauty of darkness, why they run  from it? That person maybe you too.

Sitting in the room, no lights on, looking here and there and trying to see the things just as small beam of light is needed to figure out things. Its feel like someone is needed to figure out the things. It feels like someone is standing behind me, staring at me but I know it’s all in my mind that this is work of horror movies and audios. But still there is a fear of dying, fear of ghosts and even fear of friends trying to scare you all thanks to those horror movies. I ran outside that room of darkness, then I realises its not fear of darkness which scares us it’s  whats inside it, which kills us which is just an imagination of our mind affected by our surrounding, believes and our senses. Darkness is just not an absence of light it’s a biggest lose we face in our life that lost who’s impact is everlasting and who’s scar can’t be faded away with time too. It kill one so deeply even there soul screams for help but that screams can’t be heard and  that tears can’t be seen. It questions ur existence of our abilities our believes in that way that even it make us feel unworthy,helpless and weak.  

DARKNESS IS NOTHING JUST FEAR PRODUCED BY OUR MIND,

    BE CONFIDENT AND WE ALL WILL SEE RAY OF LIGHT IN DARK ROOM TOO.

Thank you  friend for your time, hope you enjoyed this story and if you want me to write on something new feel free to comment. Stay tuned now and forever.

Signing off

Himanshu khichar 

MUSICIAN: Discovering the dream

Hello friends, as promised I am back.  So where were we?? … Ah! Yes, the story of “Music- discovering the dream”. Previously in “music-pursuing the dream”, that girl felt motivated and decided to start her own  YouTube channel, so I am going to continue from there.

She was standing on the terrace and had decided to jump from there as her life was full of misery and failures. Her eyes were watching the clouds passing by, full of tears as her last 5 videos were flops and she kept wondering that what has her life become. She kept thinking that her life was full of misery as she was rejected by her parents then rejected by her viewers and now even the god left her side. But suddenly she heard the sound of music humming in her mind and she remembered that her music is still with her as her partner and soul mate so she turned and ran toward her guitar which was placed on the ground and started playing it. She started singing the song which was like flowing through her veins full of passion. She thought that she is not like others as she has tried rather than sitting and cursing one’s life. So At last she gave up the idea of suicide and continues singing the song while playing her guitar. As the video ended, I was mesmerized and surprised by the uniqueness of her video and her views were really increasing this time. After watching the video, I called her and told that her video was really awesome and asked her that how could she be so motivated and spirited as well as whose guitar was it. She happily replied that her parents have understood her passion of music and they are the ones who brought her guitar. She further added that they even spend some money on a video camera and helped her shoot her video too. She was really happy about it and all of us were feeling good about her. But as the days passed on, we saw none of her videos coming to YouTube so all of us decided to go to her house. After meeting her, we all asked her why she was not uploading her videos. She seemed confused and replied that she didn’t know which song to sing and if she sung a terrible song her audience will decrease effectively. All of us thought that she might be correct, but primarily we were surprised that she has grown up so much that she was really talking like a mature girl. She was really learning as previously in her first video she uploaded her video by capturing through mobile with a low quality camera  as well her clothes were shabby and dull with very little confidence, but she improved quickly in her next video with wearing good clothes and little more confidence. In the fifth video she was like a real singer with full confidence and her previous video was really awesome. Suddenly our thoughts were interrupted by one of the friends. He was like really annoyed by this and he in an astonished tone told her that why she is always negative and she should upload her video as if she fears of her reputation which was yet not made then she will be doomed from success. He further added that we should always take risk that is one thing that brings us success. After hearing from him such a talk I was like really feeling happy that all of our friends were growing mature. So we all decided to help her, but further adding that she will upload her next song as soon as possible. She started crying and told all of us that we are really her true friends as we are always near her. After 3 days she messaged me that she has uploaded her video, singing radioactive song. We all watched her video and it was even better than  previous one. From that time she never looked back and we all were more motivated to achieve our dream too. I was standing on the rooftop when she called me and told that she has got her first paycheck from YouTube. I was really happy for her and looked at the sky and told myself that I will also achieve my dream whatever happens or whatever it takes.

So thank you my dear reader for your attention and my friend milind for his help in editing the story. My next story will be presented on Sunday, so stay tuned. For now, I want to make a humble appeal to you,

“Never ever ever ………give up on your dreams”

Signing off,

HIMANSHU KHICHAR 

MUSICIAN - Pursuing the Dream

Today, I am going to talk about the struggle of the musicians. So I am going to present two stories in front of you which are inspired by true life events. First story is a journey of a girl towards her dreams which passes through the avenue of challenges and difficulties.  The second story is of a boy, for whom music is just a hobby and not a passion.

So, let’s get started with the first one.

I met her during my school days. She used to sit in front of me, and as the time went on, we got closer day by day and became best friends. We started sharing secrets and one day she told me that she wants to be a singer but as she was born in a typical middle class Indian family where anything other than studies is useless, her dreams were crushed and she was forced to prepare for engineering entrance exams.  So   she started preparing for IIT-JEE and dumped music.  But how can one leave a thing which one loves the most. As predicted, she couldn’t concentrate on her studies and started coming last in class. Her life became dull and she started feeling trapped in a cage. She failed in IIT mains and her parents put all blame on her music. As months rolled on, I got disconnected as I being busy in my own life and hence never heard of her. After few months, she contacted a mutual friend and from him I got to know that she is doomed as she didn’t want to drop, but has to do again as her parents forced her to. She was crying on the phone, saying “I don’t want to study”  She further added that she had joined a band but her parents told her to take a drop and just pursue engineering , so she trashed the idea of joining band. Now, she is just wasting one year to that shit again which she don’t want to do. She was without any motivation and keeps accusing her parents that they are one who are destroying her life rather than thinking about her dream. We tried to motivate her that rather than complaining about her parents she should just focus on study and go out to study and follow her dream there. We further motivated  her to start a YouTube channel and keep singing then make her video singing a song but she was not even close to get motivated and she keep repeating that she feels incomplete without guitar. She became depressed and started believing that god has closed all the doors and even if there is one left unlocked, path to it was invisible. But at last she told that she will try. No one knows what will happen in future. Will she go after her dreams? Or will she give up and fabricate herself under skin of an unsung engineering student? 

Though future seems blank for her, but I want to leave my reader with one thought:

 “We are not creatures of circumstances,

                                                  We are creators of circumstances”

P.S. :  As I promised for two stories . Second story will be presented by this upcoming Wednesday.

           stay tuned and have a nice day :)