Episode 1 - True love

Sorry for the delay but I am back. I might say that this love type of thing is far from me so I am telling an old story to you. This is a story of girl which can be said as someone’s first crush. I can assure you that it happens with most of us.

I was sure that she was beautiful, talented, playful and full of humour. I might even say that she was perfect for me but gosh something happened and I don’t know why. It was nearly 7 years ago when for the first time I saw her and instantly I fell for her. This was at the age of 11, I might say that she was my first crush but fate was not with me as she was not in my class and even more that she was having French and I was having German so our classes could never have been the same. I just saw her for 5 or 6 times in at least 6 years. I know that was like “long time no see” type but I might say except her I was never interested in any other girl and we never crossed path so she was my only crush for those years. Even not knowing what her name is, I was like attached to her. At last god answered my call and she was shifted to my class in 11^th. I was like in seventh heaven, full of joy and smiling from inside. Now was my time to act, As the girl I always wanted to make my first love was just sitting in front of me but oh I forget that she was already my first love from 6^th class, from the first time I saw her so I might say that I wanted to make her my first girl-friend (maybe if she became it will be like miracle for me as she was nearly perfect for me). But all my dreams were shattered all at once when she came to talk to me about something and I ignored her like an asshole. I totally ruined that moment by not replying to her as it was like dream come true and my lips were stick together. It was like that I was too afraid to reply, I keep thinking what to say to her so to make it perfect as an opening line to start the conversation. So even at this point I like her but she is too far away from me and thus I might say that it was all due to the fact that to make something perfect we even ruin our simple something. So when you get a chance to talk or act, just do it without overthinking about it. Let it go and rain on our aim without a second thought. with this bye guy meet you with my next article "love - a miracle".